relacon in swissland

the haves and nots

2008-10-12T15:30:00.002+02:00

in swissland, i have the following

1) my own place!!! and i am glad i do...
2) the space, the VAST green fields, the mountains.
3) great weather with 4 seasons
4) once in a while adventures
5) unlimited freedom

in singapore i have the following
1) family with my nephew and niece!
2) a bunch of frens i can hang out with

i realised it is just how i deal with it.
haha...i realiesd i can make frens easily but here, it is not easy to maintain as much.

but it takes time i guess...

i wonder what happens when i go back singapore. can i GET used to it?
i am just wondering...

26ed!

2008-09-29T20:01:00.002+02:00

maybe it is a balance of enjoying life like, coffee, shopping girls talk, make up, dress up, do watever u like for me is dancing, go out with a few frnes who i find really fun to hang out, do exhilarating or death defying activities.

then comes rships which are deeply demanding, mind boggling, with swinging emotions, irritatingly irrational obligations, abyssal intolerance, inconclusive assumptions with incomprensible actions coupling ineptly ineffective communication...

but with just one simple sweep of love and faltering fleeting happiness, all vanished, leaving just 2 pairs of loving eyes and senselessly sensational touch.

Sorry hahaha that was for joanna...boredom struck and your eternal soul just cant bear the thought that it is just a remnant of a big bang and seemingly constantly finding its anti energy so it can cancel itself out without being reborn in a pig or a tree, therefore it wants to keep its thoughts somewhere...in this everyhting which turns out just as nothing....

so y bother.
hahaha

i am just bored.
and damn...i just realised my possibility to marry a german is dead!

argh...
hahha this is so funny!

2008-09-04T21:31:00.003+02:00

i think i am starting to feel it. dun ask me why
i wish i can come home to it.

okay...
i will just do it...

maybe it is time...

and i just ask heavens to provide me the luck, fate and faith.

Singapore needs more babies!

2008-08-18T21:00:00.002+02:00

sitting in swissland, i find things really fasincating that has happened back in sg.

i remembered that i got back in august for just a short week and i noticed that most frens are very attached and happy.
so i went for a like jc gathering for me and jo and we are very amused how EVERY1 is talking about rship and marriages!!!! soon enough..it will be about babies and kids...*gasp*

it was pretty amusing and nice actually to find all my close frens getting hitched with pple they want to start a long term rship but when the attention turned into the single, available me...it was funny and irritating at the same time!...
so i told jo, i wish i was back in swissland where NO 1 actuallz bothers about it!!! haha..no 1 has EVER asked me if i was even attached....

and now listening to our PM national rally about babies and reading the article on channelnewsasia...
hahaha...i am thinking how hilarious this whole thing that ur nation father is asking u to get married and have babies!!!! i am really tickled by all these...
hahaha...

and now he is tlaking about about indians being matchmaked...like my uni fren who was matchmaked and is very in love with his wife and vice versa and all
hahaha
and he went to the extent to say. maybe PA (my dad is still in this organisation) should promote parental matchmaking *gasp*...am i just going to be matchmaked by my parents!!!!!!!

hahahaha...seriously he is really very very humourous.

god..i rather just propose to close guy frens and get hitched..hahaha
tell me about love...let me find the man who will love me and i wil love him..
hahahahahahahaa....
wah..love the person u marry..how i wish!!!!!!!!

by the way let me cut the article and find myself LOL again hahahaha

The return of the matchmaker
By Leong Wee Kiat, TODAY | Posted: 18 August 2008 1025 hrs

SINGAPORE: In 10 years’ time, Singaporeans may not remember today’s inflation rate. What will, however, continue to occupy the minds of the Government and citizens: How Singapore can have more babies.

Making this point in his Mandarin National Day Rally speech, Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong said the problem of a low total fertility rate (TFR) is especially acute for the Chinese community, which at 1.14 is lower than the national TFR of 1.29 and the replacement level of 2.1.

“In other words, out of the husband and wife, only one of the two will be replaced,” he said. “So, the population will be halved. In another generation, out of four old people, only one baby. After a few generations, no more to reduce.”

Some East Asian societies have lower birthrates than Singapore, and there are powerful changes sweeping through these Confucian societies. “In the old days, the men were the masters of the households, and they even take three or four wives. That was widely accepted and something that must be done. Otherwise, you may have some problems.

“Singapore was also the same, even up to the ’50s and ’60s. It was not legal, but it happened. But that era has gone. The modern-day women expects equality,” said Mr Lee.

While the modern woman has moved on — some of them “too fast” — some Singapore men have not changed their mindsets quickly enough, he said.

(i find this really true..i feel i am one of the girls....again...so wat am i to do? find angmoh??? but somehow..i cant help to think about my mums words when my relatives teased her about me finding a swissman while i am here...i prefer a chinese...it is better culturally..and gosh..somehow i agree with her and i do not want her not able to communicate with him too...it is so sad...coz i wish i can find a good man who treats her like a good son...dun ask me why!!!)

The Prime Minister recounted the tale of a single man looking for a wife. The man reportedly told a marriage bureau that he wanted a woman who was independent and doing well in her career. What else do you need, asked the marriage bureau? His response: “She must also be absolutely submissive and obedient!” said Mr Lee, to laughter from the audience. “The problem is where to find such women.”

(now now...i think this is painful..how to find some1 like my dad!!!! he is rare specimen...and pls la...we cant be perfect WOMEN!!!)

Citing another anecdote of three young Beijing women, he recounted how they told an interviewer they would choose their job over a boyfriend or fiance.

Male or female, young people need to take “a realistic view” towards marriage and find the right balance with their career, said Mr Lee. Otherwise, they might miss out on chances at love and happiness, and the best window to have children.

Some Singaporeans, he noted, are marrying later — not because they want to wait, but because it is difficult for them to find the right partner. “Perhaps their social circles were too narrow. They were too busy in work. Or, perhaps, they were not good at chasing the opposite sex.”

(gosh looking at this reminds me of Ivans story of how he was tricked into going this course whereby they were matchmaking MOE teachers and teaching how u actually date!? and promoting how unbalanced single life is....tell me about it...thanks ah!!!)

While today’s young people may not warm to the idea of arranged marriages, perhaps the solution lies in getting “a modern-day matchmaker”.

In Beijing, for example, Mr Lee said thousands of parents secretly go to “Parental Matchmaking Sessions” to find suitable partners for their children, where they exchange photos and educational qualifications on their children, and take down phone numbers.

“We do not have Parental Matchmaking Sessions in Singapore. I think our People’s Association should consider organising similar sessions,” he said. A suggestion that drew applause from the audience.

(oh no...do i have to....gosh..i do wnat to get married..but matchmaking..okay..when i turn into a rock rather!!!! imagine my mum goes...eh...girl ah. got my frens son not bad la..u wnat to meet him?! my god...hahahahahaha...actually that will be interesting!!!!!!...thinking of this i really luffed and luffed...and my dad is still in PA....*eyeballs enlarging*)

Mr Lee urged parents to encourage their children in a sensitive manner, and asked the younger folk to take this matter seriously.

“Of course, these are personal problems, and you must work hard at it. The Government will only work at the side, but we will try to facilitate,” he said.

hahahaa after all these, and thinking so much while i am alone and away from home
i have to admit..it can be lonely and all. but i guess at the age of 25yr (+11 months) old...with thinking maybe career would be more comforting than to wait for love to drop from sky, maybe in the end, i have to go for matchmaking like my frens are doing to me now...
somehow, the prospect is really amusing and funny, but it takes just tat moment of chemistry to happen is so hard...hahahahaha

i think i will just put myself on ebay and let pple auction me hahaha....

or i will just propose to the guy frens whom i thot, might just be okay to stay with for the rest of the life together...

gosh..JOANNA: would u marry me???!!!!
hahahahahaha....

i am so tickled ( and high)
i sometimes wonder if i intimidate sg men just because i would love to listen to views on philosophy, politics and random general knowledge stuff.
maybe in the end, it is just me, huihui haha
i am high from rose wine..
*BLURP*

travelling

2008-07-07T19:29:00.001+02:00

i am travelling on sat!! lalalala
disappearing for 2 weeks...
and i need to call parents.

and i am so going to watch this romance movie heehee...in the mood...
pmsing

anyhow...stupid chua din mention that he would be gone to bahrain!!!!
but watever it is i am happy for him and i think it will be a great break for him.
working with pple who arent so bitchy and he should be able to show off wat he has.

and i think he will do well...all the best chua!!
and yes i am waiting for u to drop by swissland!!!!
and i will find u in bahrain!!!!

i think theres always great sunshine after the rain.
jsut like today.
it was cold and miserable and now, it is bright and sunny with lovely blue sky and white fluffy clouds.

heehee trying to keep positive and men in trees is sooo funny hahahahahaaha

gosh...
putting a church bell on top of the HOUSE?
how is ti like to be in alaska....i missed in 5 yrs ago...(gosh!!!) i would love to have it soon...

and i swear i must learn other dances when i get back

and i must get to my german!! gosh...i dun think it is happening in office.
i ahve to go and hunt it myself.

a minute space for a huge thought in eternity

2008-06-10T15:02:00.001+02:00

i couldnt spare even just a split second not doing something else at work.

actually, i am just getting frustrated with the Datango program, hanging on me every frozen window

like it is going to hang the whole OS.

reading economist and fortune has allowed me to divert my undying frustration from maths or

engineering to literature.

how? that doesnt really matter. it is a form of relaxation, coupling with enhancing my inadequate

vocabulary.

learnt a few really important words for the past week

1) self deprecating
2) intransigence
3) profligate and along with it, prodigal.
4) sagacious

i like these words very much. they are words i can use often! ahaha...

i love reading random articles.
they help to further your depth and widen length of vision.

ah...

it was how i also stumbled upon www.eharmony.com.
and got "matched" to 2 random guys from singapore based on my character, needs and wants.

haha...i am so utterly amused that i actually thought, their analysis on my character based on the half

an hour questionaire was skewed by my answers of whom i would love to be and not some1 i already

am.

to strive towards perfection is reality.
to reach it, is indeed utopia.

(and strive towards perfection is my primary school motto,
to Master, to Grow and to Serve is MGS motto)

by the way, while travelling to lugano on the train, i heard, after listening it umpteen times, a different

dimension of stephanie sun song.

WO BU AI music arrangement on the 1st verse is pretty amazing. (i am not talking about the prelude).
beginning with the strumming of guitar as the bass, separate simple melody (to note, i found it to be a

melody and not accompaniment) of the piano, completing every phrase of the 1st verse, after the lyrics.
syncopation on the piano score just melts into the whole song.

however the piano is heavily covered 2nd verse onwards....
haha...just love how musical instruments can add to your dull life.
emotions through tools such as the piano, the body, etc add so much colour and meaning that no

clothes and bags could do hahaha....

by the way, whoever has the piano score, pls pls send to me
i think i will seek chee yuen's help!

2008-05-29T20:54:00.002+02:00

在这不完美的世界里，找到自己完美的一刻。
在这个完美的一刻里，我找到了你。

after listening to 说不出的告别，feel so sad over the song...thus the optimism struck me and thot of the above...

Anyhow i know i will have a great june!!

this weekend is shaowei and ms kok ting ting (who will be here for 4 months)
and then my parents will be here on sunday!!!! i am so happy!!
it has been 3 months since i last saw them.
haha...can see them finally!
and will be travelling for the rest of the june weekends.
gosh..and then i will have to go spain/portugal?paris?brussels, back home for a week...
after which, will be a huge ?, but might be travelling with shao to germany..i hope!!!

haha i am sure these 2 months will be hectic with work (tons of testing for me)and travelling!

i am soaking in happiness at the moment and i have to get interlaken photos sorted out. hahaha....

guten nacht!

Skip breakfast for a daughter, eat up your cereals for a son

2008-04-25T13:20:00.001+02:00

Human reproduction

Sugar and spice...
Apr 24th 2008
From The Economist print edition

Skip breakfast for a daughter, eat up your cereals for a son

THERE are numerous old wives' tales about how a couple can increase their chances of having a boy or a girl. For a son, make love only on odd days of the month, eat plenty of meat and be sure the father keeps his genitals cool by wearing boxer shorts and loose-fitting trousers; for a daughter, put a wooden spoon under the bed and eat plenty of yogurt.

Although a child's sex is genetically determined by the father, mothers can influence the development of one sex rather than another. Studies in animals and humans suggest that there are links between the sex of a child and the mother's diet and her levels of stress. Although the mechanisms are not well understood, this appears to have evolutionary roots which favour greater reproductive success. Hence in hard times when food might be scarce, daughters were more valuable because their chances of providing offspring would have been greater than sons, who might get killed or fail to find a mate. But in good times sons were a better bet because they could father more children.

Those same evolutionary influences persist in modern life. New research shows a clear link between higher energy intake around the time of conception and the birth of sons—especially by mothers who eat cereals for breakfast.

The study, by a team of researchers from the Universities of Exeter and Oxford, looked at the eating habits of 740 British mothers expecting their first child. The overall sex ratio of their children was close to 50:50. But when split into three groups according to the number of calories the mothers consumed around the time of conception, the picture changed. Of those with the highest energy intake, 56% had sons, against 45% in the group with the lowest calorie intake. Moreover, besides consuming more calories the women with sons were more likely to have eaten a higher quantity and range of nutrients, especially breakfast cereals.

This could help to explain why there has been a small but consistent decline over the past 40 years in the proportion of boys being born in relatively well-off industrialised countries, says Fiona Mathews of the University of Exeter, the lead author of the group's paper, which was published this week in the Proceedings of the Royal Society B: Biological Sciences.

Big dietary changes have taken place in developed countries. Yet despite rising levels of obesity and a decline in physical activity, the group could find no evidence of a link between the body-mass index of a mother and the sex of her child. But worries about weight have led many women to eat low-calorie diets. Moreover, says Dr Mathews, skipping breakfast has become far more common.

So what could be happening? It is known from in vitro fertilisation research that high levels of glucose can enhance the growth and development of male embryos but inhibit female ones. Skipping breakfast extends the normal period of nocturnal fasting and depresses glucose levels, which the group thinks could be interpreted by the body as indicative of hard times. So, prospective parents now know what to do first thing in the morning.

i find this so amusing...so pls...have ur breakfast both men and women.
we women need a bigger pool of men to choose from hahaha..
procreation is good.
(gosh, thinking that cereal prices have gone up, but hell....we need more men...)

how would u know

2008-04-24T21:39:00.002+02:00

u stood by the rooftop, alone
the wind lifted ur hair.
i took u by the hand and 2 hands became one

the stroll was not long, but it seems endless,
if words kept coming from 2 separate worlds,
they might just form the most poetic sentence.

how would u know if this is so
how would u realise that all was dreamt
was just wat it was given by chance and when taken in hand,
was meant to be.

two strangers dreamt of each other, oblivious to reality
u came to life in a split second
how would i know, that u are who i dreamt.

a dream and a piece of reality.
do i take it personally into my hands
or all the work shall be done by fate.

the keepers of dreams
the caretakers of fate,
tell me how would i know,
just how would i know....

(at this point, the chinese song wu ding kept ringing in my head and with sleepless in seattle just ended, i just thought of singing ktv haha...seriously it sounded they came hand in hand...)

deeper thoughts

2008-04-24T20:35:00.002+02:00

suddenly felt some kind of pain...somewhere! argh..
anyhow, i am just hoping hoping for great weather when i am in holland!

if not really can hol-land liao

watching sleepless in seattle.
actually i have never watched it and it is interesting.

it is about some guy, widow and this girl, engaged. she heard him on the radio like thinking she fell in love with him.

she never felt the (he is the man) feeling with her financee, yet with some radio caller hahaha...

talking about such a feeling. so weird.
haha..i dunno...coz while my head is thinking of wat the hell fate is, to be here in swissland when i was PRAYING SO HARD to get a job overseas and all i knew was, the possibilities of me getting out of singapore was almost zilch and then, suddenly, here i am.

luck, or fate wat it is??

i dunno, just chatting with dong about how lucky i am to be posted here, though jsut a year but i get my 1 year of experience!!! and suddenly it just landed on my lap
scary shit and within 1 month i have to relocate.
thinking back, how did i ever do it
and how did i ever say YES in that office.

i think the desire to change an env and change my job scope was so strong so intense that without much hesititation, like my head and mind have done this many times as mental preparation, the word yes just came out.

to hell with what may come, to hell with what i was CRAVING FOR, this is what i never knew it will land on me. HA
so how many times u crave for something, u PREPARE urself for it, TRAIN urself so u can try to handle it when it happens, and IT DID?

ah!
i barely remembered when the last time was.
the less i dun think of it, the better it becomes.
yes it works the other way ard for me...reverse pyschology!!

(seriously craving for some good chips and i forgot to buy...having distubred sleep...having unknown MISSED calls...definitely not parents because it was at 5am!!! and calling into sg number...who is that culprit)

okay enough of whining and i want to have some kind of inspiration for a great great piece of poem but argh...inspiration has run dry..

back to the movie, meg ryan is like in love with this guy she nver met, and she never knew
hrmm
hahaha..and it is quite amusing, this movie is really old and find the movies they show in the movie are really old and gosh..meg ryan looks so pretty in long hair hahaa....
and hahah how tom hanks is trying to convince himself to DATE someone...randomly
hahaha...

now...now...he finally saw meg ryan and HE IS STUNNED and she flew like a thousand miles to SEATTLE TO FIND HIM...ahahaha....

okay i am delirious...seriously
i know the swiss german will go BAHNHOF?? (it actually means train station but it alos means i dun undersatnd) haha

u learn soemthing interesting everyday.

ah...
i also know men are just horny bastards too hahaha....
*roll eyes*

hrmmm doing crazy things u never think u would for some1, does it say u like the person?
woah..i seriously think this question has stunned RELACON..

i am seriously delirious with 2 glasses of red wine in me and a huge bowl of mixed soup..
definitely full but craving for something ELSE argh.. haha...

(eating the choco cookies and drinking 3rd glass of red wine... BLLURP!!)

okay...this show is WEIRD..haha...okay i am getting high...and i am going to start dancing around.... hahah...
it is true, meg said watching too much movies dilute the reality which is in front (staring at PK...GET IT??? *bluurrrpp*) and u tend to forget the now, and what is already here.

hrmm
Fate, luck and how do they slowly slip into your life every now and then, and at the midpoint it changes everything that u thought u never can have, just came.

ahh...hrmm....okay....grogginess is here and i have yet to bathe...*blurp*
seirously too many cookies......and actually i feel fine getting used to liqour.... heehee...

seirously bored.
hahaha. really bored.....i get that once in a while...oops.

2008-04-24T20:31:00.000+02:00

the walk through the back of kloten...slowly up...hahaha

this is the tree it is so nice against the blue sky isnt it??

the little road...it is very serene...
now i know that how pple are more relaxed and less angsty hahaha

2008-04-24T20:29:00.000+02:00

this is the view from gerlisberg i think haha
it is so nice...
nice weather, nice scenary!!!

close up view from the toip of the mountain.

2008-04-24T20:26:00.000+02:00

candle light dinner last friday... hahaha
adrian and i tried to cook for tim and JX hahaha
this is how i set my dinner table!!!! hahaha

i love this...

*winkz*

2008-04-24T20:25:00.000+02:00

photos of rapperswil
this is from the lake while i am on the boat!

ahhh....isnt this so beautiful

this is at the wooden bridge at rapperswil...

this is wat it is like...beautiful

for full album, drop me a tag! i will invite u....

Rheinfall!

2008-04-09T21:59:00.000+02:00

the walk along the vegetation.
it is so zen that adrian and i have composed chinese poems hahaa...

really
it was slow, easy breezy, peaceful, and quiet.
u feel the world suddenly has stopped
and at this place at then, u feel u just melt into the arms of mother nature.
it is blissful, hopeful and calm.
serene as it can be, u just think,
i do not give a bloody damn about anything else that troubles me and let them just disappear!!!

isnt it beautiful with the natural arc of the bare trees with the sun peeking out?

and finally!!! the rheinfall!!!! without RAIN!!!
my 3rd time and this time, it was almost without any rain with some sun!

but the volume is not as much as it was due to little rain.

but it is sure nice!!!!!

the walk to Rhein fall

2008-04-09T21:54:00.000+02:00

beautiful flowers along the way

even a beautiful bird stopped to allow us to take a pic and a recording of its delightful chirping
spring is really here! i feel hopeful!

Approaching the rheinfall!!!

Schaffhausen

2008-04-09T21:52:00.000+02:00

Dear Readers,

i apologise for the disappearance of my beautiful photos!
so here i am blogging for you with the wonderful pictures!!!!

the castle at schaffhausen!!1

with a small beautiful garden. indeed, spring is here!!!

the birds eye view of the old town!!! it is amazing with the Rhein river cutting through.

a spoof for mr bean!!!!
this happened to be in the castle itself!

my candlelight salt bath with rose petals.

2008-04-06T20:49:00.001+02:00

just decided ot do something lame but i have my own spa!! hahaha
candlight with salt +rose petals bath... ahh..
with bossa nova playing at the back, with Riesling in my system
i almost fell asleep
hahaha

this is what i always wanted to do!!!!!
now i have antoher 11 months!
time to buy milk bath..
ahhh....

soon i must have my candle light dinner.. lalala....

two guys and a girl, on an outing!

2008-04-06T19:08:00.001+02:00

Top is Adrian aka ALA
and the bottom dude is tim!

woohoo!!!

2008-04-04T23:39:00.003+02:00

fell in my bath tub yesterday and now my lower right rib is aching
still comtemplating if i wanna see the doc which is the spital here...(hospital lor)
sigh...
hahaha...

i will have to pay at least 300 CHF upfront first before i can claim

see if it is still painful on monday i will see the doc...sigh...
of all things i have to SLIP and FALL
sigh...
i have bought this DAMN EX antislip mat to place inside the bath tub
it cost me 18 CHF
but in order to prevent myself from slipping again, it is a DAMN good investment.

anyhow, will post photos on sunday for ALA bday celebration and random shots!!!... heehee...
going rheinfall again...hope the weather is good for walking!!! i cant wait
i am going to invest in water proof trekking shoes and walking sticks...
ala bought liao hehe..

going on a low carbo diet soon.
it is fascinating on how the weather is now
flowers are starting to bloom and i am seeing more INSEcTS flying around haha...

wathcing a damn weird art film
hahah..think SULI will find it interesting
it is in german though. ahha.

deeper and deeper

2008-03-29T21:41:00.002+01:00

soemtimes i am wondering where life can lead me.
i now know what i can aim for and being confident is impt.
i remember telling jo that it will be interesting to know more pple.
feeling sexy (only when dancing...which i TRY to stay away, always get weird lloks from guys) and confident... hahaso sometimes, i need a man ard to feel even sexier and confident. HA.
(*raise eyebrow*)

anyhow, soon i will make myself know more things, though i cant know all but it will be fun i know! i really want to learn abit of german, whihc i need to go and find out more. it is april already.
i found ballroom dancing is VERY possible and i am in hope to watch the world dancers LIVE during summer or something. i am indeed in europe, this is where ballroom is very very popular.
i need to get my shoes to swissland and i will
just pray hard that JX is coming so i can ask him to bring along. haha i will DRAG stefan to go with me!! even if it is only standard...i miss dancing and it is really in my blood

so exciting. anyhow, life is NOT tat boring here anymore. esp when u know wat u want to do and find them around. no shopping centres that open on sun but i am glad. i can go into nature and walk and feel it.
the vast blue sky and the huge green plains. amazing really.
i rarely see them in singapore!!!
till spring or summer comes, i will really stay out to watch stars.
i really miss my stars.

all right. got to bathe.

it is so weird actually.
but theres something running in my mind for the past few days. not saying it is bothtering me as much. however, it is intriguing and i feel, it has to get out of my system
the thot is getting so strong, tat one strand of my many will power is dying. really dying.
it is like telling me, to give up on a dream a hope and something, deep down i actuall really NEED. y? it is all disappointment? but i have felt myself expecting less and less. is it that i have lacked faith or even at least occasional sparks of hope during the course of dream.
or is god telling me there is no way i should even give 1% of my energy in the pursuit?
suddenly it seems unfair and very unjustified.
it is true, i cant force issues and force an outcome as soon as i hope it could. some things take time to nature, to brew. but how much time am i left with before it vanishes without a trace of history?

facing the brown, frowning upon the lifted dust,
as she scrubs the floor on her knees.
the rhythmic action synchronised with her heart beat,
led her to a mind of blankedness.

the room is that small, how long can it last?

P/S: i have got my swiss no...anyone wants to know the number hehehe..drop me an email

a beautiful day!

2008-03-29T20:48:00.001+01:00

today was ikea day again!! and the weather is amazing,. was indoors most of the time but i tell u i was happy to see the sun, the blue sky and everything on the ground bright and shiny!!!
this was on my way back to my apt after grocery shopping.
it was err...9am? beautiful!

Rare pic of me but yes...u see it now.

hahahaha...me and my huge retro shades.

got this pic at the bus stop and the train was approaching and i placed it right there...going into the woods... heehee...

beautiful yellow against the blue.
i like this contrast esp in the winter (i know, it should be spring....it is coming!!)

bought vase so i can place some roses or bird of paradise in my room.
hehe...i want to make it as comfy as possible
this is my closest opportunity to living my own life in my own apartment.

isnt this wat i wanted
i either have to get married or work overseas?
i have got the latter.
i am glad.

lalala. it will be another fun day
i am wondering wat else is coming up.
antoher busy week coming up at work. i am really making myself understand the whole thing this time round... i am glad Jose never stopped answering my questions. i am feeling very appreciative.

FINALLY!!!

2008-03-26T20:42:00.000+01:00

i have got to use some1 wireless and i am in swissland!!!
this is my 4th week! amazing isnt it?

it will be one month anniversay soon.

gosh...
so much has past hahaha..
and i am only starting to get into the momentum at work.

good now i am in the right program i can do stuff.
weekends that have past

1st week: DAVOS, to try to ski while mei scotted off leaving me jp and ja alone...

the mountains!!!

2nd week: ikea!!! shopping alone
dinner with peter and met Tim.

3rd week: EASTER week!!! 4 days of rest...and of pure snow and wetness...
SJ dropped by and we travelled to

1) schauffhasen, rhinefalls

2) zurich

3) Saentis/ appenzeller(damn freaking cold)

beautiful snow flake... it is damn small

it was damn freaking cold, snowed lalalala
my first white winter!

alot of things happened. and i think it is good because i am trained!
definitely more independent but i realised, theres not much of a difference being in sg or swiss.
have to agree it is different, no frens no family.
i mean i did make frens, but frens came back and entertained me!
i am blessed

been cooking like mad coz it is my only happiness after work
food is expensive and heehee...saved alot just because i cooked!

alot more to say but i will take my time...
meanwhile enjoy!